The Golden Glow

I’ve been sitting with Gene key 19 for the month of January.

It’s been a very interesting experience.

From my learnings, Gene key 19 is all about using your gift of sensitivity.

To feel others and what they need.

That’s our special power❤️

However, this month I experienced the opposite.

Others supporting me.

• I fainted on a train station and 3 strangers were holding me in their hands, supporting me, comforting me and letting me know everything will be ok. 

I could feel their genuine kindness and I saw they genuinely really cared for me to be ok. 

What a wonderful experience in a scary situation to really see the beauty in others❤️

• I went to emergency twice in the month of January and multiple blood tests and scans.

My partner truly supported me in again a scary situation. His love and support throughout the whole process comforted me and I really didn’t feel alone. I really appreciate his love and how beautiful our relationship is to truly support each other in times of uncertainty.

He could feel me and what I needed and he was there every day.

I am so grateful for our love❤️

• Friends, family & a beautiful community were there supporting me from a distance.

The kindness and genuine care from them felt like a beautiful cuddle. 

I could feel universal love❤️

So my health is healing and it worked out to be Thyroiditis which heals by itself in 6-8weeks. 

• Did my body want me to experience this so that I could feel others and remember the beauty in the world and others? 
• Was this experience in a way a sacrifice of my health for a short period to see others in their true power? 
• If universal love flows within all of us and connects us, what is the true sacrifice for the higher purpose? 

My higher purpose is love. 

I love others, nature, animals, the world and I want to keep experiencing and creating magic everyday to remind us that we are uniquely beautiful and always connected🌍🦁❤️✨

We are never alone. And we are love❤️

• So what is the true sacrifice to achieve this? 
• What does sacrifice mean? 

In my previous learnings we spoke about in a relationship it’s not about sacrificing, it’s about creating an agreement. A win/win. So it doesn’t feel like a sacrifice for anyone.

In terms of our higher purpose perhaps it’s similar. Not to feel it’s a sacrifice however an agreement.

• So what would my agreement be with the world for the higher purpose?

To love myself first then allow that love to flow into the world. 

Wow.

Perhaps I wasn’t loving myself first and others were showing me to do so. And it took a scary situation to finally remember.

A little gift for you to contemplate:

Further Personal Reflections🍂🍃

➡️What are you believing you need that’s outside of yourself in order to be happy?⬅️

First comes ups, to be seen.

Seen= others see my real self
Real self= others can feel my glow
My Glow= others received a cuddle
Cuddle= comfort others
Comfort= love received
My love= universal love flows
Universal love= magical messages
Magic= happiness & growth~ a new way home🦁❤️🌍✨

So what’s outside of me… all of it.

• codependency, wanting to be seen to share love/messages, validation and a-bit of control that’s all outside of me,

If I didn’t put the focus on others to see me, what would this mean…

• it wouldn’t actually matter, I would keep choosing love and sharing messages of hope for a higher purpose 👏

It’s nice to be seen as I’m proud of my journey and I am devoted to love and remembering who I am, however,

I don’t need outside validation or acknowledgement to feel seen.

I see me
I see others
I see animals
I see the world

I trust in the little messages
I trust in my angels
I trust in the spiritual signs

I love how we are all connected,
I love how we are all on different journeys,
I love how some people may resonate and some may not,
I love how anything outside of me doesn’t actually control me and
I love how I can’t actually control how others feel🥹🍂

We are all connected however uniquely on our own paths❤️

I am grateful for communities, friendships, relationships💞
I am grateful for my home🏡
I am grateful for food & water💦

I am grateful for my health🍏
I am grateful for nature🏕️
I am grateful for my light and messages of hope that I can share with the world attachment free🪶

Messages to say,

💛That we are all worthy💛

💛That we are all love💛

💛That we all can create a life that we love💛

💛That we can work together💛

💛That it can be easy💛

💛That remembering who we are is a really beautiful journey to come back home to ourselves💛

It’s not a one time fix and
we are actually not broken,

We just forgot, and that’s ok🫶

I am choosing to remember more often by creating a lifestyle that I love and we can all choose to find out what it is, by testing & playing🐶

Perhaps interdependence~ sacrifice for the higher purpose for me is:

To share my creative love & expression with the world🌍

To spark a curious spark within✨

To see where this spark leads🥾

To experience more love, joy & happiness more often🦁❤️🌍✨

I love how it’s available to all of us and I love how we are all different however all connected xx

So much love ~ Gene Key 19

What a great question to contemplate 🍃